stillborn by slyia plath

“These poems do not live: it’s a sad diagnosis.
They grew their toes and fingers well enough,
Their little foreheads bulged with concentration.
If they missed out on walking about like people
It wasn’t for any lack of mother-love.
O I cannot explain what happened to them!
They are proper in shape and number and every part.
They sit so nicely in the pickling fluid!
They smile and smile and smile at me.
And still the lungs won’t fill and the heart won’t start.

They are not pigs, they are not even fish,
Though they have a piggy and a fishy air -
It would be better if they were alive, and that’s what they were.
But they are dead, and their mother near dead with distraction,
And they stupidly stare and do not speak of her.”

hot like mexico rejoice.

i'm in love with how vibrant this is picture is. the colours work so well.

even her yellow hair!

you go lady gay gay

hello emma

stunning photo of emma watson.

sunday lovin'

i hope everyone has a lovely relaxing sunday!

dear doctor

dear doctor,
i fear i have no clue what i'm after.
the headaches, the nightmares.
the sweats, the aches.
all i do is tremble,
all i do is shake.

i'm aware of the world moving in circles,
and in my head they collide like a car crash.
i know i am ill-fated,
my symptoms out-dated.
but these nuisances are real.

the passing night is faded purple.
i know of no other blanket
so enchanting, so deceiving.
they invite me into death,
with every dream i fight for breath.

rapid movements in my sleep,
my body temperature sizzles.
i feel the words escaping my lips,
the run past my fingertips.
no control
and then i am awake.
so cold
and all i can do is shake.

i am drenched,
my t-shirt sticking to my skin.
i am so cold
and my dream is now old.

you see doctor,
these nightmares consume.
pity,
they chose me.

-11th august 2010

hello daisy lowe.

she's so gorgeous.

i'm sorry this is just turning into my perv blog! :/

hey zoe

nom

sunday lovin'

credits:Sunimx, fatspo, prettymajorpop, blackfashion, girlcrushing and other places

fall to pieces.

i'm not actually a fan of her. or not even a not fan of her.

but i like this!

get in my bed.

i could look at this picture all day.

she's so beautiful.

i can't believe my portman love has never graced this blog.

be prepared for a natalie portman spam tomorrow because i have loads saved and the blogging world needs to see her!

hello gloomy monday.

my shopping ban is technically over! I threw away two bags of clothes last week!

And I still have shit loads of stuff.

Before I go back to uni I'll have to do another clear out. But yay, I want to buy boots because mine are fucked! I haven't even entered a clothes shop in about a month! I lack money too but get paid on friday, whoop. I've got bills to pay sadly, need to get my hair done, then tattoo and then shoesss! You see how quickly my money goes...I need to work more!

But no, still sticking with my ban.

sunday lovin'

i really do.

i'm sick :( but having a lovely day anyway.

hope you guys have a lovely day too!

i want a kitty!

I really want a cat! Have always wanted one but my family are a no animal person plus after taking my brother to a friends house, I found out he was allergic to cats! I'm really tempted to get a small one because my friends cat has just had teeny kittens! I'd actually take it back to my uni room as well. I can't wait to live in my own house and have all the animals I want. I'd totally get a dog too if my partner wanted one, I just wouldn't get one for myself. I like cats because they can fuck off and do whatever but i can still hold and cuddle them. i swear i will be one of those crazy cat ladies when I'm older.

omfg, i want!

all stolen from here

Closer

"do you know what a human heart looks like?

it looks like a fist wrapped in blood.

go fuck yourself you writer."

more old stuff.

more old pictures. i really liked those shoes but they didn't fit so i sold them. sigh, summer is nearly over and I will be able to shop like mad.

Also I never noticed how much I liked my figure then.

Sami Ahmed: Be Real

Sami Ahmed: Be Real: "It's so easy to hold a mirror to others. You do it all the time. But to yourself? You tried? Nah, didn't think so."

sunday lovin'

I hope everyone is having a lovely sunday whilst I'm getting grimey in a field.

Getting paid and listening to awesome music but still dirt!